One Year Ago...

I cried myself to sleep.

I wondered why God had done this. Didn't he know Rob had JUST lost his job, I was in Canada with no access to health care, we wanted to wait several years and just enjoy life with the two of us. In my minds eye it was the worst possible timing.

Those little pink lines changed everything in my life that night one year ago.

I remember those first few days and weeks, saying the word pregnant over and over and over. It just didn't seem right.

Oh but now, now when I look back on this day, I PRAISE GOD for His plan. I can't believe we wanted to wait so long for kids! My heart is more full that I ever could have imagined, and I am blessed beyond belief. I simply cannot imagine life without my little Josiah.